last day of 2004

last day of 2004

this is my last entry for this year...
hmmm..year 2004, it passes by sooo fast, and every consequent year will always be even faster....looking back, from the very dreadful feeling of returning to AJ for second year to the very relieved n set free feeling of the veeeeery looooong awaited finish of my jc education, the year has been eeeerrrr not so bad, but i doesn't mean it's good either.
2004, has been very very tedious. the year has been nothing but dragging myself through the very sickening schoolwork. throughout the year, it was all about finishing the 2 year course, on how to get myself to start working on the then upcoming 'A' level. Sounds dull, it was, but my head was also full of the exciting possibilities of wot i will be doing in the 6 free months after all the work is done: i want to work and earn money then spend it, to go on holiday coz i nv really get the chance so far in my life, do the things i have always wanted to do...all year long.... till 25th nov-last day of the exam, it was full of anticipation and should i say, hope for better days ahead? waiting for that 'excellent feeling of relief' on 25th nov....in the end i didnt get it though, dunno y.....---"shrugs"-----
personally, nothing major happened this year till the month december except for 'A's and worrying bout papi's blood test,n major horrible vertigo, survived through them, thanks man....iraq war n hotel marriot bombing in jln. kuningan to me are stupid politics n idiotic human act, but still, really unfair for those who got killed...
but Dec has been a month of disappointment and misery......the long awaited days of freedom is not as wonderful as i planned it to be, xmas in s'pore was 'flat', i am okay with that, cool......
but the earthquake n tsunami happened a day after xmas, didnt affect me directly, and i really really thank Him, really, but seeing how sooo many ppl lost their lives is just as painful, agonizing, ' pilu rasanya', it's juz not fair, got nothing more n dunno wot to say, juz help, donate, pray, grit our own teeth.....not fair.....even kei say it's really sad....haiz...
so, guess there will be not much of a 'mood' to celebrate the new year....
--bad closure of the year 2004, bad beginning for the year 2005

started work

work started...

i started work today at the jtc in eunos....it's a com hardware manufacturer.....hitachi one..
i have to wear jumpsuit, so wierd lar, it look like one of those worn by the ppl who go n clean toxic tingy...7 am to 3 pm on weekdays, hope everything goes well lar....
got job at a clothes shop somewhere in bugis last week, but turned it down coz work for more than 12 hrs a day, siao ah.............
i still want miuw's job, think her one best, got shift, easy job, not bad money somemore...me went to several , eerrr quite a lot actually, but no news, y sooooo bad, stupid harsh world.....

getting worse

getting worse...........

haiz...yx say 61000 liao, now ah even worse ah, the death toll reaches 84000 liao ah, expected 100,000 may die.....
disaster ah...catastrophy man......

Disaster, very bad, man!!

yesterday was horrible..............
lagi-lagi Indonesia terkena bencana alam. Habis Nabire kena gempa bumi kali ini yg kena Nangroe Aceh Darussalam. kekuatan gempa dan gelombang Tsunaminya 8,9 skala Richter .predicted that there will be about 300 more follow-up e.quakes...
it also affect India, Srilangka, Thailand dan Malaysia,especially ppl at the coast, tourists n fishermen, many of them are swept away by the nearly 10 m tsunami wave... scary man, bad, relly bad....more than 20000 ppl in asia have been dead, no doubt many more, many more are lost, swept away into the sea... .
man! y muz such thing happen.........praying hard no more places are affected man, .....jkt....pls man..

Christmas

Christmas this year

Christmas this year was.....nothing...nothing much to say about, diff from the every other year. This year, Christmas was in S'pore, usually, it was back in Indo where i on the tv which will be full of xmas carols and movies, xmas cakes sold in the shops,etc,etc. planned to go orchard road but didnt go in the end becoz dev is sick...promise myself next year, i will get myself a better xmas..
the only thing that get me into the mood (very slightly ) for xmas is watching the all time favourite show :"while u were sleeping" on the eve, hohohoho...


yeepe, xmas!!

Ada Apa Denganmu

Sudah, maafkan aku
Segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu
Ungkapkan salahmu

Dan aku sifatku
Dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku
Dan aku rinduku

Sudah lupakan semua
Segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa..
Dan kita terluka

Dan aku sifatku
Dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku
Dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam,
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yg tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa, kau tak berubahAda apa denganmu?
Oh, hanya malam
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa, kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu?

~peterpan

namanya

hehehe..he-->the best

yeaaaaa gue dapet namanya......tengtengtengteng...drum roll...may i preseeeent...Dude Harlino....
hmmmm...Dude Harlino....
di indo, gimana panggilnye...'dude' or 'diud'.....namanye dikit eeehhhhh...aneh, weird....
cakep, cakep...especially his frown.....
nv notice him at first di film 'di sini ada setan', malahan gue suka die waktu jadi dikit kotor/dekil gitu di film 'ada apa denganmu'....jalan ceritanye dikit lame lar, but with him inside, with superb wonderful best soundtrack ever by the super cakep peterpan.....maaan!!!! 'e eh' plot doesn't matter lar.....

shit! why

shit! why i cannot find the type of spec i want, it's an lod model, bleehhh...
shit! why i cannot find anymore abang2 selling tete abang around my house...
shit! why the water supply always kena cut off, cant even flush the toilet...
shit! why the rat bit off the phone cable, now the phone outside cannot work...
shit! why i am still unsure about the discman n mp3,wot am i waiting, haiz....
shit! why i cannot watch tv tonight, the show with the guy i like is on tonight...
shit! why must that guy end up with the other gal, so sissy, so gally...
shit! why i still dunno his name...
shit! why the pimple on my nose is sooo big n sooo red, i look like i have a big protruding mole...
shit! why must Ahmad Dhani cut his hair, spoil the image,aaargh......

stupid, cannot wait meh

stupid ppl, they cannot wait meh, SBY has only been working for less than three months n u all wan result?????? eat shit, cannot give time meh, where got so fast, brainless man, cannot sabar meh....
last time same thing happened to mega, they demand instant result all the time, demand instant cleaning up. pleeeeease lar..no. 1 corrupted country man, what do u expect...
it was being processed last time, now too, u all cannot see meh....blind ah, useless n frustrating denonstrations...for what....
give time lar.....so shit....
they say, "want to be rich?be an indonesian minister.", maybe all these have been arranged, staged up, some kind of political conspiration by opposition parties, of coz lar, who doesnt want to have the chance to be super rich....conspiracy...hmmmmm...

hie.........

hie.........

spending my days here watching tv, any show, dvds, vcds, local dramas, stupid teenage soap operas,nice variety shows, daily murder and manslaughter news after lunch....
so suang....
bought lots of dvds, smiling to myself like crazy....
sooo cheap, half year only, n the price of dvds dropped by 50%, got discount if you buy a alot...
half year ago one cost less than S$2, so now....hahaha.....
so ACCIDENTALLY come across this perfect Christmas present for her...huahuahua....muz not reveal yet....i feel so smart suddenly.....
met jeff on msn few nights ago....he was in china, so how the hell did he get the internet connection??muz ask tat next time...btw, asked how much one cost there....guess nowhere beats here....unless he kena cheated....

stagnant

nothing much...

my life these days have been stagnant, i have been spending my days:
- doing some office work, it is the only time i feel a bit useful
- running errands coz i am the only free and willing one
- go out to the market nearby, wondering alone by myself without aim
- buy some super cheap dvds
- buy food that i dun get to eat in s'pore
- go home watch the dvds i bought and pig out
- play the x box steven lends me
dev has been sick since two days after we are back here...high fever up down dunno wots wrong... in and out to doctor...must be her worst return....
things are kinda gloomy at home now, michael was sick too...my mom n dad nearly gott flu too...now i think i kinda getting it too.."the air is bad... "that's wot my uncle said....

worrying....

worrying.....

it has been 49 days since SBY officially became the president of indo, there have been endless and continuous incidents of accidents, floods, earthquakes and other disasters all over the country,and so far, 55 people have died ,not including those in the natural disasters....the no. is no doubt still adding on....why? it's a bad sign....haiz....hope it's not

booored..........

boooored.....

help me..i am so booored now....expected lar...i got nothing to do here...
juz finished my work yest so now i am free, too free...in s'pore i am dying to stone to have nothing to do, but here i would beg to be busy...so despo till the extent that if i were asked to go to the shop opp my house juz to buy a bottle of soya sauce for the kitchen, i will kiss that person ah....
go out very sian coz no money....tv also got nothing...com cannot use for too long, cannot chat also coz the internet is not broadband...no game coz i dun have...haiz....GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO.....hwewwww

lyrics

Crazy for this girl

She rolls the window downAnd sheTalks over the soundOf the cars that pass us byAnd I don't know whyBut she's changed my mindChorus:Would you look at herShe looks at meShe's got me thinking about her constantlyBut she don't know how I feelAnd as she carries on without a doubtI wonder if she's figured outI'm crazy for this girl She was the one to hold meThe nightThe sky fell downAnd what was I thinking whenThe world didn't endWhy didn't I know what I know nowChorusRight nowFace to faceAll my fearsPushed asideAnd right nowI'm ready to spend the rest of my lifeWith youChorus 2x